Wrong Decision - Spitwyld
I'll take you one step forward
you push me three skips back
we take another few sideways
so the pain starts to stack
you may, I may not
you say, I say not
double standards start droppin
affections gets to leavin
the rage ends up poppin
why this maze, I am weavin
should I stay or should I go
taste the words jus feel my flow
but those are jus in passing
careful, I ain't fallin
for traps laid by life
I'll disarm in moonlight
*chorus*
so sleep where you will
and though your heart spills
I'll remember the day
my touch you threw away
cuz I'm -
halfway to heaven
'fore you take me to hell
bring
To you, there's only tails,
Everytime, it never fails,
Two sides to every question,
In your eyes: one solution,
Deep breaths and full reason,
Though you feel one season,
Excuses, you'll say,
Explanations, I,
Everytime, it never fails,
To you, there's only tails.
Why would you go, my dear friend?
One step closer, desiring the end?
It's chaos, half-mad,
You'll miss what you had,
Who will dry your tears,
over there,
You'll stand alone 'gainst fears,
over where,
I'll miss you, as many others,
Be safe, hello from mother.
This life more than mine, I've learned to share,
In fact two steps, the end lies not there,
In chaos, I'm glad,
Come and go, all I had,
Our love may dry my tears,
over there,
Our truth protects me 'gainst all fears,
over where,
Still logic in the least?
My heart: Lies in the East.
in the sky, you'll find your answers,
in your mind, you'll waste your chances,
lose what can, but isn't, yet should,
and miss what was, might be, and could,
will slip away, your grip lost wild,
and drip away, fill 'nother nile,
the tears, that hold your eyes ahead,
the fears, that keep yourself unshed,
held back strong, and closed off tight,
none can save you, me, what's right,
what's meant to be, what's meant to survive,
i cannot see, but inside it thriv
if I approached 2c, you wouldn't believe me,
but it is at 2c where I truly am free,
beyond space and time,
'tis where unreality chimes,
and so I wait for thee,
at a little place called 2c.
there was a time when all we knew:
either this or that.
no middle-ground, no breathing space:
here or there we sat.
there was a time when all we saw:
either us or them.
no compromise, no slack to take:
time to change, but when?
there stood a time when truth was only half-full,
and misdirection carried three half pull,
those days gone by, but sometimes show,
appear so sly, like a new fallen snow,
now stands a time, it's plain to see:
some of this and that.
more space to breathe, and that to walk:
and rest where we are at.
now stands a time, it's good to feel:
embracing us and them.
lend some rope,
What do you see, Ace, is it clear?
Yes sir, bring our boys forward;
Victory, soon, will our reward.
Here they come. What do you fear?
I fear nothing, sir. Look where I am!
Yes, I see, your courage does stand.
Still, what makes tremble your hand?
You see the sky, how clear it is, Sam?
Beautiful, Ace, still answer my question.
But I have, sir, don't you feel it?
Touch the air and sense its nearness.
I do, and I have, why those did you mention?
I need to feel that before life's end.
Without all the complexities,
Brought on by this adversity?
Yes, sir, that's it my friend.
because I don't know exactly who you are,
because I don't know exactly how so far,
or where you've been,
or who you've seen,
because I don't know exactly what you've touched,
because I don't know exactly, not that much,
or why you went,
or caught that scent,
and so I don't know exactly how much pain,
you've felt, or exactly how much shame,
moreso than I?
and did you cry?
because I don't know exactly how you've smiled,
for how long, two moments, or for three whiles,
moreso than I?
I hope you shined...
because of i
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~Spit
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~Spit
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